• I N T E N S I T Y •

What do you do when most of what you know is pain? What else do you expect?When you were forced to accept tremendous pestilence,Plenty of demonios I’ve intercepted,Neglect makes you magnetic,Electrical and powerful,Neurological currents,Not many can comprehend,Our presence attracts those who,Have no idea of the level,Of emotional alchemy,Needed to produce words,Used as medicinal cures,That requires […]

The History of the Tepehuan: A Resilient Indigenous Mexican Nation

The Tepehuan are one of the most ancient and spiritually rich Indigenous nations of Mexico. The name Tepehuan comes from the Nahuatl word meaning “people of the mountains.” Their ancestral lands are located in what is now known as Durango, Chihuahua, Nayarit, and Jalisco, which is right along the Sierra Madre Occidental. This nation has existed for […]

● AWAKENED AFFECTION ●

It’s been a while since I wrote about love, so I thought why not? This is what healing does and it’s beautiful. Savoring every moment,Of potent intimacy,Is important for forming,A powerful bond. Learning to open,Up to love,En la forma mas pura,Pa’que cura. No more ruminating,On what nearly ruined me,Afraid of what pain would do to […]

• A L C H E M I Z E •

Darkness attempting to spread my psyche,Past memories blurring my reality,Intense emotions erupting suddenly,Reminding me to break it out of me,Be so stoic, my coldness is showing,And it comes to me naturally,Until my body craves passion,Never to be released because that’s dangerous,So I use this energy to inspire creation. Only a divine heart can withstand so […]

Why is Spiritual Warfare Hard to Beat?

It’s difficult when you have no idea what’s going on and you’re left with unanswered questions to the point where you start to question your own reality. Oh yeah it’s real. There’s a lot of fascinating and scary things you’ll encounter when your spiritual senses awaken. This can leave imprints on the psyche if you […]

•C U R E•

I feel very deeply,Sensual expression through wordsmithing,Emotional penetration to the core,Cannot control the flow of its intensity,Expressing affection,Sinking into the euphoria I’ve been seeking,Releasing from the tension,That kept me chained to this mental oppression. You don’t recognize my pain,Even when you’re the one inflicting it,You claim that “What I been through was nothing,”Despite the faces […]

SA TRAUMA INTRODUCES INCUBUS/SUCCUBUS SPIRITS & • A SURVIVOR’S ODE • TO BREAK ALL CURSES

Disclaimer: This content may be too intense for some audiences. Reader/Listener discretion is advised. The abuser is soulless, so they’re a walking portal that summon a legion of demons. When they sexually abuse someone, they are forcing a surge of darkness into that person, leading them to the path of self-destruction. There are plenty of […]

• WAR CRY •

I wasn’t lying when I said…I was a broken woman,It may not seem like it,But my spirit’s been bleeding,My love for God & Christ doesn’t seem to suffice,Because I’m unqualified,But accurate visions makes my light obvious, despite how many times I’ve tried to hide it,That’s why I’ve been verbally annihilated by those threatened by the […]

• V E R D I C T •

In a recent dream, I heard a powerful voice speak to me: “Despite the pain this individual has caused you, you weren’t so quick to wish death upon him. Because you handed his judgment over to me shows that you revere my wisdom and righteous justice that is higher than that of man. Therefore, I […]

Appreciation for the Masculine Light

A little girl was in a room with a soulless adult male relative, traumatizing her with memories that her psyche still remembers decades later. Then, the door busted open with a man standing, who carried a powerful aura of divine caliber. It was a rarity to be in the presence of a righteous and protective […]

• U N Q U A L I F I E D •

I’m unqualified, but…That’s what magnified my ability to defy the odds,Street smarts combined with knowledge,Released from spiritual bondage,No longer a carnal hostage,Imperfections embedded the lessons,Pain severed the ties that weren’t destined,Heartbreak extracted the illogical fallacies from outta me,Reminding me I need healing,Accountability,Willingly extracting the poison the Scorpion Kings donated to me,Like a psychospiritual lobotomy,Making me […]

The Dark Side of Healing

Right when you thought you’ve fully healed, there comes that wave of intense sorrow and rage. It’s no wonder why I keep having reoccurring dreams about tsunamis coming to get me. cPTSD has got us doing 25 to life mentally oppressed and spiritually attacked. We go back to questioning our own reality – back to […]

•A U R A•

“Do traumas make you stronger?“ We pretty much had no choice but to overpower, The level of intensity that was being forced against us, To the point we became an even more potent luminescent light, A torch, That set our undying Phoenix spirit ablaze, The pain gets burned by the scorching flames that our auras […]

The Layers of CPTSD

Just like how onions make you cry as you slice and dice’em, same thing happens during the healing process, but it’s all worth it. The constant unraveling of layers makes that sorrow feel like it’s never-ending. This revisitation can make you feel hopeless, but don’t be discouraged. The more layers you peel off, the closer […]

The Power of Preserving the Light

One of the most disturbing things you’ll come to realize is the fact that there are people in this world who want to destroy beautiful things. They will go to great lengths to eradicate the light because it is something they cannot attain nor create because they’ve chosen to sow seeds of destruction. Be aware […]

5 Ways to Increase Your Spiritual Energy

I’m pretty sure there are more ways to increase your energy, but so far I’ve come up with these 5. 1. Transmute Negative Energy into Positive You can definitely use your pain to propel you. Life will inevitably be full of setbacks, losses, and suffering. We cannot stop it from happening, but we can learn […]

•S I G H T•

True vision,Leaves incisions,That expose the truth,Leaving bruises,Only the ruthless can do this,To release from the institution of mind control,We’ve been plugged into,Awakening from this matrix,Makes you immune to this fake shit,They keep pushing unto the masses to accept it,Deception moves through crevices,Inducing mass confusion,Producing menaces,So we conjure medicines,To aid in the trips psychotic splits send […]