• I N T E N S I T Y •

What do you do when most of what you know is pain? What else do you expect?When you were forced to accept tremendous pestilence,Plenty of demonios I’ve intercepted,Neglect makes you magnetic,Electrical and powerful,Neurological currents,Not many can comprehend,Our presence attracts those who,Have no idea of the level,Of emotional alchemy,Needed to produce words,Used as medicinal cures,That requires […]

The History of the Tepehuan: A Resilient Indigenous Mexican Nation

The Tepehuan are one of the most ancient and spiritually rich Indigenous nations of Mexico. The name Tepehuan comes from the Nahuatl word meaning “people of the mountains.” Their ancestral lands are located in what is now known as Durango, Chihuahua, Nayarit, and Jalisco, which is right along the Sierra Madre Occidental. This nation has existed for […]

•C U R E•

I feel very deeply,Sensual expression through wordsmithing,Emotional penetration to the core,Cannot control the flow of its intensity,Expressing affection,Sinking into the euphoria I’ve been seeking,Releasing from the tension,That kept me chained to this mental oppression. You don’t recognize my pain,Even when you’re the one inflicting it,You claim that “What I been through was nothing,”Despite the faces […]

• U N Q U A L I F I E D •

I’m unqualified, but…That’s what magnified my ability to defy the odds,Street smarts combined with knowledge,Released from spiritual bondage,No longer a carnal hostage,Imperfections embedded the lessons,Pain severed the ties that weren’t destined,Heartbreak extracted the illogical fallacies from outta me,Reminding me I need healing,Accountability,Willingly extracting the poison the Scorpion Kings donated to me,Like a psychospiritual lobotomy,Making me […]

The Layers of CPTSD

Just like how onions make you cry as you slice and dice’em, same thing happens during the healing process, but it’s all worth it. The constant unraveling of layers makes that sorrow feel like it’s never-ending. This revisitation can make you feel hopeless, but don’t be discouraged. The more layers you peel off, the closer […]

•HEARTBROKEN G L O R Y•

I have a heart problem,Throbbing chest pains to go along with agitation and the need to get violent against the bag,Relax I’m only half sociopath,Only cold towards those who asked for it,So I isolate to protect myself from morphing into,the creature the devil wished he could’ve turned me into,Warrior insticts summoned by those damn abusers,So […]

• S O U L V O L U T I O N •

Hatred once brewed within me,I don’t know how I didn’t become evil, as cynical as I was,From all the pestilence spraying across the place,Like the pain when it was laced in psychological torment,Abhorrent acts where the hands squeeze the neck and I can’t breathe,Despite my brokenness the light chose me,As I ran away from it […]

•ETERNAL RETRIBUTION•

When your soul slips,It makes you take more sips,Your essence been ripped as it is,So it makes no damn difference.A spiritual bullet to the head,Caused you to collapse onto the lap of a new threat,Pretending to be attentive,Only to diminish the existence of your light, that was meant to inspire,Instead they lit a fire,That didn’t […]