I’ve got a few stories to tell…

It was around the early 2000s when I was about 5-6 years old. I remember going upstairs to visit my neighbor who was around the same age, and she had a new friend over. This new friend hated me for no reason and wanted to fight me. That was when I realized that you don’t need to give someone a reason to hate you. Some people just do, even if you never did anything to them – even if they barely know you or don’t know you at all. So, as she was pulling my hair, I couldn’t bring myself to hit her, so I pushed her off.

When I got home, mi ‘ama looked concerned, and I asked her why everyone hated me. This entire conversation went on in Spanish, and that was when I was introduced to the story of Jesucristo. Afterward, I couldn’t help but ask why they killed an innocent man, who did nothing but heal people.

She said, “I don’t know. That’s just the world we live in.”

That’s just the world we live in.

That’s just the world we live in.

From a very young age, I already knew this world was not my home and it will never be. When I look back, it all makes sense now. I got to the point where I began to embrace it. I became used to the rejections and antagonizations at this point. I look at it as a blessing in disguise. I’ll never fit into the limited confines of society that seeks to put us in mindless boxes, converting us into bots. I’d rather not.

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THE SPIRITUAL BODY IS ETERNAL

Adversity and obstacles is to be expected when you’re trying to break generational curses. I would rather not be alive than to give up, so if I ever think about quitting, then you already know what that means. When it’s time for me to go, I’ll accept it with open arms as long as my work here is done and I leave no stone unturned.

I’m thankful for the near-death experience I’ve had that gave me those few seconds of peace I never thought existed. Physical death is not as scary as you think because your spirit leaves before the destruction, and we transcend into a better place. It’s spiritual death you should be concerned about, just like Yahshua said:

“And fear not them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul: but rather fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell.” – [Matthew 10:28]

This also reminds me of my favorite Tupac lyrics, “My only fear of death is to come back reincarnated.” I used to meditate on those words because when I leave this Earth, I wouldn’t want to come back.

This brings me to another story I’d like to share that may trip you out, but I’ll never forget it.

Chicago, IL – Summer of 2016

On my way home, I was on the cta blue line with my man heading westbound. As soon as we passed through a certain stop, I had a vision of a depressed man standing by the edge of the platform, looking back hopelessly, then he fell on the train tracks. I began to feel that same sorrow come upon me, and it gave me a panic attack. The extreme sorrow he felt manifested in my tears, and I started crying out of nowhere. Crying wasn’t a common thing for me, so it was very odd for me to feel that way when nothing was going on to trigger it. I didn’t know what was going on.

Once I arrived home, something told me to go to Google, and I immediately found an article talking about a man who fell on the tracks at that very same stop I had that vision and anxiety. It freaked me out because it literally happened just 2 hours ago, so the energy was still lingering, and I felt it intensely as if it were my own. This tragedy happened on Father’s Day, and so I knew right then and there what it might’ve been. I mourned the death of someone I didn’t know, but my empathy led me to do so because I sensed he had no one else who would.

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EARTH IS THE BATTLEGROUND WHERE SOULS & ENTITIES MEET

Anyway, the best thing we can do is invest in our healing and get knowledge. Our healing and spiritual growth goes against the grain because this world is designed to break you. Since the devil roams “to and fro” the Earth, and he’s known as “the prince of the air,” then that means the physical realm is enemy territory, which explains why pain and suffering is so inevitable and vast.

That’s why I deem this world as “the battleground where souls meet,” and when you leave this realm people say, “rest in peace” because that’s the only way we’ll reach peace – when we have a connection to God and accept what Yahshua represented, that higher vibrational Christ-consciousness, bringing forth divine wisdom and spiritual gifts.

Spiritual warfare never ends for the “faithful Jedis” who never give up walking the narrow path. Despite the ongoing financial, psychological, spiritual, and sometimes even physical attacks like a car accident, I try my best to practice gratitude, preserve my energy, and strengthen my connection to the Almighty. The world can hate the Creator, and it can hate me too, but I refuse to go against my own existence.

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WORDS FROM A MAN WHO DIDN’T KNOW HE WAS WISE

I’ll end this post with these wise words, mi ‘apa told me when I was younger.

“It doesn’t matter if you’re lighter than me, when they see your face, that nose, they will know you come from me, and they will hate you just like they hated me.”

I later came to realize that the hatred is spiritual.

That last part, “They will hate you just like they hated me.” Little did he know. He just quoted the Son of Man. He hadn’t read the Bible – he couldn’t. That’s one of the greatest examples of how God can speak through people, whether they’re literate or illiterate. There are no limitations in the spiritual realm, and that fact inspires me to keep my connection strong and intact as I evolve.

“Gloria a Yahawa que nos trae el agua.”