Darkness attempting to spread my psyche,Past memories blurring my reality,Intense emotions erupting suddenly,Reminding me to break it out of me,Be so stoic, my coldness is showing,And it comes to me naturally,Until my body craves passion,Never to be released because that’s dangerous,So I use this energy to inspire creation. Only a divine heart can withstand so […]
I wasn’t lying when I said…I was a broken woman,It may not seem like it,But my spirit’s been bleeding,My love for God & Christ doesn’t seem to suffice,Because I’m unqualified,But accurate visions makes my light obvious, despite how many times I’ve tried to hide it,That’s why I’ve been verbally annihilated by those threatened by the […]
Only survivors know the insidious depths of narcissistic abuse. Even psychologists today still don’t know everything about narcissism, so there’s so much to uncover. This leaves room for analyzing and theorizing various perspectives that can help us bring clarity to such a complex issue. It could also help us heal because you will never get […]
Genesis happens to be the first book of the Bible when God’s voice spoke creation into existence, breathing essence into our souls. We have the ability to speak things into existence as well. This means we have the power to recreate ourselves. I imagine the creation of new neurons appearing and rebuilding a mind that […]
Right when you thought you’ve fully healed, there comes that wave of intense sorrow and rage. It’s no wonder why I keep having reoccurring dreams about tsunamis coming to get me. cPTSD has got us doing 25 to life mentally oppressed and spiritually attacked. We go back to questioning our own reality – back to […]
Just like how onions make you cry as you slice and dice’em, same thing happens during the healing process, but it’s all worth it. The constant unraveling of layers makes that sorrow feel like it’s never-ending. This revisitation can make you feel hopeless, but don’t be discouraged. The more layers you peel off, the closer […]
The ultimate goal of my blog is to empower your mind by encouraging you in the best way I can possible because the world is in dire need of healing. Some posts aren’t for everyone. Each message is meant to resonate with certain individuals. This is a heavy topic, and if it’s not meant for […]
“Some of us have been operating under a psychotic split to the mind.” Living under survival mode, For many years, it’s hard to break the mold, When constant shots to the spirit have caused you to split, into different bits that left blisters, As I witnessed the sinister ones snickering, at me for succeeding at […]
Broken one becomes numb, Because of traumas, Multiplied by the times my heart was ripped apart, I didn’t want to feel again, so I’ll remove that sentimental shit from my head, And be cynical and stoic instead, Because that’s how you live without bouts of suicidal thoughts, Pain was always inevitable, Since before I was […]
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