• I N T E N S I T Y •

What do you do when most of what you know is pain? What else do you expect?When you were forced to accept tremendous pestilence,Plenty of demonios I’ve intercepted,Neglect makes you magnetic,Electrical and powerful,Neurological currents,Not many can comprehend,Our presence attracts those who,Have no idea of the level,Of emotional alchemy,Needed to produce words,Used as medicinal cures,That requires […]

• A L C H E M I Z E •

Darkness attempting to spread my psyche,Past memories blurring my reality,Intense emotions erupting suddenly,Reminding me to break it out of me,Be so stoic, my coldness is showing,And it comes to me naturally,Until my body craves passion,Never to be released because that’s dangerous,So I use this energy to inspire creation. Only a divine heart can withstand so […]

•C U R E•

I feel very deeply,Sensual expression through wordsmithing,Emotional penetration to the core,Cannot control the flow of its intensity,Expressing affection,Sinking into the euphoria I’ve been seeking,Releasing from the tension,That kept me chained to this mental oppression. You don’t recognize my pain,Even when you’re the one inflicting it,You claim that “What I been through was nothing,”Despite the faces […]

• V E R D I C T •

In a recent dream, I heard a powerful voice speak to me: “Despite the pain this individual has caused you, you weren’t so quick to wish death upon him. Because you handed his judgment over to me shows that you revere my wisdom and righteous justice that is higher than that of man. Therefore, I […]

The Layers of CPTSD

Just like how onions make you cry as you slice and dice’em, same thing happens during the healing process, but it’s all worth it. The constant unraveling of layers makes that sorrow feel like it’s never-ending. This revisitation can make you feel hopeless, but don’t be discouraged. The more layers you peel off, the closer […]

• FAITHFUL CONVICTION •

I already know I’ma always be misunderstood,No matter how much I stand for the truth,They keep on scrutinizing,This may not be for you,Some of those same eyes watching me are still conniving,Seeking to stab spiritual knives in me,To discredit what’s already been embedded in my destiny,My testimony is worth treasures stored in the unseen realm,Elohim […]