I feel very deeply,Sensual expression through wordsmithing,Emotional penetration to the core,Cannot control the flow of its intensity,Expressing affection,Sinking into the euphoria I’ve been seeking,Releasing from the tension,That kept me chained to this mental oppression. You don’t recognize my pain,Even when you’re the one inflicting it,You claim that “What I been through was nothing,”Despite the faces […]
In a recent dream, I heard a powerful voice speak to me: “Despite the pain this individual has caused you, you weren’t so quick to wish death upon him. Because you handed his judgment over to me shows that you revere my wisdom and righteous justice that is higher than that of man. Therefore, I […]
Only survivors know the insidious depths of narcissistic abuse. Even psychologists today still don’t know everything about narcissism, so there’s so much to uncover. This leaves room for analyzing and theorizing various perspectives that can help us bring clarity to such a complex issue. It could also help us heal because you will never get […]
I have no problem being misunderstood. We all have diverse perspectives because our experiences are different, and even if they’re similar, we react differently to them. Our mindsets mold into its own unique shape, so we’re not going to always fit into certain spaces, and we’re not going to be compatible with everyone. That’s just life. […]
Don’t get sucked into a toxic person’s delusional view of reality. They want to force you into this world that is not real. They want you to exist in a place where you’re beneath them. That’s how insecure they are, and they despise your confidence. Don’t allow anyone to break down your self-esteem. It is […]
Just like how onions make you cry as you slice and dice’em, same thing happens during the healing process, but it’s all worth it. The constant unraveling of layers makes that sorrow feel like it’s never-ending. This revisitation can make you feel hopeless, but don’t be discouraged. The more layers you peel off, the closer […]
I have a heart problem,Throbbing chest pains to go along with agitation and the need to get violent against the bag,Relax I’m only half sociopath,Only cold towards those who asked for it,So I isolate to protect myself from morphing into,the creature the devil wished he could’ve turned me into,Warrior insticts summoned by those damn abusers,So […]
The mind is a powerful tool that can work for us or against us. There are wicked individuals who seek to program your mind for self-destruction. Your mind is something you should invest in, so never stop learning and keep searching for the truth. In this post I’ll be decoding a few things regarding how […]
The more I continue on this lifelong healing journey, I begin to stumble across some insight along the way. One of them being the topic of “forgiveness.” What I’ve noticed is that there’s levels to this thing, and the higher your vibration is the more understanding you’ll have about life. The more you ascend, the […]
Unhealed childhood traumas can keep you stagnated in life. It can set you up for failure and you’re more likely to end up in an abusive relationship as an adult. The longer you remain unhealed, the longer the cycle of abuse continues. You may find yourself in-and-out of toxic relationships. It will drain you to […]
“Rather than allowing my heart to harden, I’ve chosen to have the heart of a samurai.” That’s why I do what I do on this blog. Allow this to encourage you to never give up on your healing and self-improvement journey. There is a great power that comes from mastering the art of self-healing which […]
Narcissistic abuse during childhood can cause you to be under arrested development because it basically breaks your brain. Mental and emotional abuse is hard to detect because it leaves no physical scars due to its subtle nature, so it’s easy for the abusers to get away with so much as chips of you fall off. […]
As the heart rips apart,The pain is excruciating,Cruelty moving through me,Poison that these scorpions donated to me made a home in me,Until my body produced antibodies,That discombobulated what was meant to block me from being alive,Grueling wars aching,Making me nauseated,Lost in a maze of hate from the ungrateful. The psyche getting beat repeatedly,Light depleting when […]
It is now time to let go of all things that have caused you great pain and distress. You may be crying your eyes out right now, but there will come a time when you will find out about a strength you never knew you had. You have been beaten down from all angles. Plenty […]
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