
It's been since 2009, since I lied in the dark hoping to die one day through hard liquor,
From all the gaslighting, causing me to lose sight of the writing on the wall,
Appalled by the actions of the fallen,
Just when I thought I've gotten over it all,
Flashbacks come back, to remind me of the past, that brought me much anguish.
Creating an appearance, mirroring the sting that causes futures to feel bleak despite achieving peace,
Disrupting my daily routine with obscene scenes that laced me with hostility,
As I increase insight, so does my misery, at least the devil doesn't whisper to me,
Like he once did when I was spiritually oblivious of the rituals that curses lineages,
All for the sake of attaining riches, you never know who in your kin is witches,
Wondering which one is, who's been plotting against you since the beginning,
It's no wonder we've been witnessing many spirits sprinting to the basement,
Seeking to debase you into non-existence,
Incubus pimps many women until they reach oblivion, never believing in em,
Sending em to broken graves, to the point they cannot retrace steps back to the faith from the beginning,
Feeling unworthy of blessings everytime flashbacks intrudes our vision,
Triggers hitting like an immense amount of bricks,
Seems insurmountable, yet I crouch like a hidden tiger, seeking to elevate higher,
Toward Ahayah. Elohim is the light I gleam, as He encourages me daily in my dreams,
With me wearing pearl and royal blue kimono, el exodo de todo dolor,
With pristine scenes of royalty, serving as a reminder that I am worthy.
-Y A S I R A A K A M A I
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