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Why I Kept Running Away From God
“Can’t keep runnin’ Awaaay-Ayyy-Ayyy! Can’t keep runnin’ Awaaay-Ayyy-Ayyy!” – The Pharcyde lyrics My spiritual journey in seeking the truth has been a tumultuous one. I’ve been sent into various directions trying to find greater understanding of life and the Universe. It’s so much to talk about, so in this post I’ma mainly focus on this…
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The Birth of the General: My Self-Healing Journey & the Making of an Empowered Individual
“Narcissistic abuse is basically premeditated spiritual murder…” – You already know If you’ve been through mental, emotional, or psychological abuse, then you’re going to love this message. They say psychological wounds are impossible to heal, but there must be a way to unlock the power of your mind and spirit. The mind is the bridge…
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•D E T A C H M E N T•
As the heart rips apart,The pain is excruciating,Cruelty moving through me,Poison that these scorpions donated to me made a home in me,Until my body produced antibodies,That discombobulated what was meant to block me from being alive,Grueling wars aching,Making me nauseated,Lost in a maze of hate from the ungrateful. The psyche getting beat repeatedly,Light depleting when…
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The Importance of Knowing Your Worth
I cannot stress this enough. Please take the moment to allow the title of this post to sink into your mind. Let it marinate. Better yet, let it slow cook deep into your psyche until it becomes a reality. Always remember to KNOW YOUR WORTH. You determine YOUR value, and you have the power to…
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Demonic Possession & Mental Oppression Connection
I know they say that this information is considered “outdated” or “not proven by science,” but it doesn’t hurt to philosophize and have our own perspectives on things. Also, spiritual matters cannot be disproved by science because science is the study of the physical world. You cannot use the “physical” to discredit the spiritual. Science…
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Transparency, Humility & Honesty: As a Form of Healing from Our Past Mistakes
It’s not easy being open and transparent about our past traumas, failures, and setbacks because it’s a very vulnerable place to be in. You may have been trying so hard to run away from that dark place that you’ve fought so hard to get out of.The thing is we’re not actually going to that dark…
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•F L A S H B A C K S•
It’s been since 2009, since I lied in the dark hoping to die one day through hard liquor,From all the gaslighting, causing me to lose sight of the writing on the wall,Appalled by the actions of the fallen,Just when I thought I’ve gotten over it all,Flashbacks come back, to remind me of the past, that…
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•S O L I T U D E•
Solitude is something I’m accustomed to, As intrusive thoughts make its way, Barricading the perimeter of my brain, Making itself home. Replaying the memories I dread, Until I mastered the art of harnessing, These seemingly harmless thoughts, Seamlessly, sleeplessness inspires what I write, Like right now, nocturnal turns all ideas into manifested concoctions, A perfect…
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5 Benefits of Eating Clean Meats & Raw Leafy Greens
The Earth provides us with everything we need. They say you are what you eat. We become like the life we consume, and when it’s green and clean we will grow the same way that plant did. Whatever the animal ate, we will also consume, and become like that beast (This could be good or…
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•A V O I D A N T•
The eccentric loner hones in on the creative gifts they were born with, Despite being torn from past disappointments, Though it may be hard to cope, scoping on the possibility of hope, Social anxiety comes knocking on our door, Me against the world, Overthinking paranoia, Unseen toxic ammonia, Clouding our perception of reality, As we…
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A Message to the Ladies Coming of Age
Wisdom saves lives. Some people in Modern society view sex as a sport or hobby, but it’s absolutely not a game. People think that they’re “missing out” if they don’t engage in meaningless casual sex. Well, you’re not. There shouldn’t be FOMO (fear of missing out). If anything the only thing you’re missing out on…
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Running: As a Form of Healing Escapism
Just like in that poem, ‘10 Years Ago,’ I was in a dark place mentally, my sense of hope was crumbling bit by bit as the memories of the past haunted me, it pushed me onto the verge of depression. Depression, when you lose sense of existence, Existence feels pointless, The only things that once…
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A Message to Those With Suicidal Thoughts (A MUST READ)!!!
“You have a reason to live for as long as the breath of life resides within you. “ – Wise words First and foremost, here’s the US national suicide prevention hotline: 800-273-8255 . And the site here. Please, do not end your life prematurely… Your pain must be increasing exceedingly, you’re in dire need of…
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5 Benefits of Resetting your Mind
There are times we may feel fatigued or burned out, from the everyday routines we stick to, the stresses of life, sensory overload, the redundant work we do, and getting our daily dose of screen radiation from our smartphones and computers. The longer we spend glued to our devices, the more we are being transformed…