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The abuser is soulless, so they’re a walking portal that summon a legion of demons. When they sexually abuse someone, they are forcing a surge of darkness into that person, leading them to the path of self-destruction. There are plenty of devils who hide behind religion and a suit & tie. Do not allow religious corruption to cause you to break your spiritual bond with God. It is through God, that I was given divine strength and wisdom to heal and evolve into the empowered individual I am today. May these words send healing energy to all survivors who read/hear this.

WHAT EXACTLY IS HAPPENING IN THE SPIRITUAL REALM DURING THIS EVIL ACT?

Sexual abuse introduces demons into the victims’ lives, causing a domino effect of destruction. The abuser passes that shame & filth down onto the victim as a temporary form of release, and then they find ways to blame the victim, despite the fact that he/she is a child. The psychological fuckery that goes along with it, is what damages the mind because the victim begins to blame themselves for something that WAS NEVER THEIR FAULT. This is where the suicidal thoughts come from.

The moment you get touched and those lines have been violated, there is no going back. Sexual abuse opens the portal for demonic spirits to slither into your life and take over your mind. They weaken you so much because they’ve been draining you for a very long time, causing you to experience spiritual exhaustion at a rapid rate. They break you down so much behind the scenes that you may start to feel like you’re going crazy, but it’s spiritual warfare without your awareness on how to combat it. Once you awaken to this knowledge, you will be relieved, so keep investing into yourself and master the art of self-healing.

The abuse you endured opened those doors to so much devastation, and the more traumas accumulate, the heavier the workload you’re left with, causing your spirit to lose much of its essence. You grow increasingly too tired to generate any more light from within. It’s like being stuck in a plasmapheresis machine that doesn’t stop until you die. That’s why some end up falling by their own sword.

Allow me to describe this poetically, to awaken your awareness, for the purpose of elevation.

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A SURVIVOR’S ODE

They have injected you with demonic poison,
Intravenously, you start breaking,
Pain is overtaking,
Brain infested with flashbacks,
For you’ve been a witness to perversion,
At no fault of your own,
You were forced, coerced, psychologically tortured,
It ruptured this realm, inviting the darkness,
The same demons they summoned came disguised as the toxic ones you run to,
Fake ass refuge,
It only sought to devour you,
Converting you into an abyss, of nothingness,
Hoping to recruit you to be a succubus, or
Incubus,
With insatiable appetite for lasciviousness,
That’s never fulfilling,
There’s no limits to perversion,
Promiscuity is only the beginning.

Sexual abuse recruits the damaged youth to any addiction they choose,
Attached to it like real vices do,
Vice grip bringing you that much closer to doom,
Intimacy became an impossibility,
PTSD pop-up ads,
You were mind controlled to accept, those
Serpentine fingers soothing you,
Preparing you for your own funeral,
And you never even knew,
Because they told you they loved you,
Oh, I remember,
I was eleven when he said,
“I can tell you’re so intelligent,”
When the entire time, his agenda,
Was to end me,
But I was gifted eternal breath.

The same darkness that comforted you was the same energy operating behind the abusers that made you,
The broken version regurgitated until we stopped the record from playing,
Smashing cords with a sledgehammer,
Breaking free from the programs that made us weak,
Destroying the curses brought forth,
From el demonio’s besos,
The portal was open until we closed it,
Through the evolution of the soul,
Giving us total control of our vessel.

Honor and respect is more important than male attention or female validation,
Let’em hate you for making wise decisions,
That brutalized their ego,
Hell no, we won’t go,
We won’t fold to the mind control of these hoes,
Do not allow the incubus / succubus make an incision to your Spirit,
“Split mind” – the etymology for Schizophrenia,
But with the spiritual eye,
You already envisioned the plot,
Prophetic lens only protects,
When coupled with obedience,
To the wise, divine order,
Blessing us,
Healing the broken mind, overtime
Through tenacious discipline,
To become great,
Regardless of the odds we go against,
The architects trek many passageways,
To undo the faulty rewiring of our brains,
A spiritual lobotomy,
To remove the splinter left by the sinister characters that attempted to tamper with our existence,
We are not to be messed with,
We have already ruled the verdict,
God hates the tarnishing of innocence,
And the world is filled with that injustice.

Afflictions makes us seek poisonous fixes,
That only slowly diminish our existence,
Like a magnet attracted to our curse marks,
Scattered across our bodies that seek affection,
The relentless incubus looking to bust on unsuspecting buns like melted butter,
Whipped ready to spread death, on
Honey combs yearning for love,
In all the wrong places,
Only left distraught,
Because the flesh was your compass,
Remaining lost,
Because your only guidance was lust,
Mistaken for love because that was all you knew,
That’s all the world is imbued with,
Wisen up before your soul gets sucked into oblivion.

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If you haven’t already, please check out the post titled, “Healing from the Cursed Mark of Sexual Abuse.”