It’s been a while since I wrote about love, so I thought why not? This is what healing does and it’s beautiful. Savoring every moment,Of potent intimacy,Is important for forming,A powerful bond. Learning to open,Up to love,En la forma mas pura,Pa’que cura. No more ruminating,On what nearly ruined me,Afraid of what pain would do to […]
Darkness attempting to spread my psyche,Past memories blurring my reality,Intense emotions erupting suddenly,Reminding me to break it out of me,Be so stoic, my coldness is showing,And it comes to me naturally,Until my body craves passion,Never to be released because that’s dangerous,So I use this energy to inspire creation. Only a divine heart can withstand so […]
There’s no other way to put it. You can be as optimistic as can be. Reality has shown us otherwise. The more I observe in a day-to-day basis, the more I realize how doomed we are. Every generation seems to get worse. I know this isn’t the first time this has happened. Throughout history, we’ve […]
I feel very deeply,Sensual expression through wordsmithing,Emotional penetration to the core,Cannot control the flow of its intensity,Expressing affection,Sinking into the euphoria I’ve been seeking,Releasing from the tension,That kept me chained to this mental oppression. You don’t recognize my pain,Even when you’re the one inflicting it,You claim that “What I been through was nothing,”Despite the faces […]
I wasn’t lying when I said…I was a broken woman,It may not seem like it,But my spirit’s been bleeding,My love for God & Christ doesn’t seem to suffice,Because I’m unqualified,But accurate visions makes my light obvious, despite how many times I’ve tried to hide it,That’s why I’ve been verbally annihilated by those threatened by the […]
I’m sure you’ve heard that we’re living in some strange times – times of uncertainty, but if you’re used to overcoming obstacles, then this era is your time to shine. It is time to put those skills to the ultimate test. All those years that you’ve faced hardship were not in vain because it taught […]
I’ve got a few stories to tell… It was around the early 2000s when I was about 5-6 years old. I remember going upstairs to visit my neighbor who was around the same age, and she had a new friend over. This new friend hated me for no reason and wanted to fight me. That […]
I have compiled a list of things to pray for if you’re looking to elevate spiritually. The gifts of the spirit are unseen, yet they are powerful tools that, when used correctly, can allow you to move to the next level. These gifts include the power to self-heal, increase your intelligence and energy levels, and become […]
If you feel like your work has been in vain, realize that you didn’t have the best head-start, so you’ve been forced to work 10 times harder than those who mock your plight. Don’t pay these idiots any mind as you continue to walk your path. Those same people laughing at you would break instantly […]
A little girl was in a room with a soulless adult male relative, traumatizing her with memories that her psyche still remembers decades later. Then, the door busted open with a man standing, who carried a powerful aura of divine caliber. It was a rarity to be in the presence of a righteous and protective […]
Only survivors know the insidious depths of narcissistic abuse. Even psychologists today still don’t know everything about narcissism, so there’s so much to uncover. This leaves room for analyzing and theorizing various perspectives that can help us bring clarity to such a complex issue. It could also help us heal because you will never get […]
Right when you thought you’ve fully healed, there comes that wave of intense sorrow and rage. It’s no wonder why I keep having reoccurring dreams about tsunamis coming to get me. cPTSD has got us doing 25 to life mentally oppressed and spiritually attacked. We go back to questioning our own reality – back to […]
I have no problem being misunderstood. We all have diverse perspectives because our experiences are different, and even if they’re similar, we react differently to them. Our mindsets mold into its own unique shape, so we’re not going to always fit into certain spaces, and we’re not going to be compatible with everyone. That’s just life. […]
Don’t get sucked into a toxic person’s delusional view of reality. They want to force you into this world that is not real. They want you to exist in a place where you’re beneath them. That’s how insecure they are, and they despise your confidence. Don’t allow anyone to break down your self-esteem. It is […]
Just like how onions make you cry as you slice and dice’em, same thing happens during the healing process, but it’s all worth it. The constant unraveling of layers makes that sorrow feel like it’s never-ending. This revisitation can make you feel hopeless, but don’t be discouraged. The more layers you peel off, the closer […]
It is important to have a growth mindset because life will test you in many ways, and we have to be ready for whatever. This evening, I’ll be sharing some of my last thoughts of 2023 and before that. Not too long ago, I wrote a post called, “Forgiveness: Burying the Past Causes your Soul […]
I have a heart problem,Throbbing chest pains to go along with agitation and the need to get violent against the bag,Relax I’m only half sociopath,Only cold towards those who asked for it,So I isolate to protect myself from morphing into,the creature the devil wished he could’ve turned me into,Warrior insticts summoned by those damn abusers,So […]
The mind is a powerful tool that can work for us or against us. There are wicked individuals who seek to program your mind for self-destruction. Your mind is something you should invest in, so never stop learning and keep searching for the truth. In this post I’ll be decoding a few things regarding how […]
The more I continue on this lifelong healing journey, I begin to stumble across some insight along the way. One of them being the topic of “forgiveness.” What I’ve noticed is that there’s levels to this thing, and the higher your vibration is the more understanding you’ll have about life. The more you ascend, the […]
Hatred once brewed within me,I don’t know how I didn’t become evil, as cynical as I was,From all the pestilence spraying across the place,Like the pain when it was laced in psychological torment,Abhorrent acts where the hands squeeze the neck and I can’t breathe,Despite my brokenness the light chose me,As I ran away from it […]
Unhealed childhood traumas can keep you stagnated in life. It can set you up for failure and you’re more likely to end up in an abusive relationship as an adult. The longer you remain unhealed, the longer the cycle of abuse continues. You may find yourself in-and-out of toxic relationships. It will drain you to […]
One of the most disturbing things you’ll come to realize is the fact that there are people in this world who want to destroy beautiful things. They will go to great lengths to eradicate the light because it is something they cannot attain nor create because they’ve chosen to sow seeds of destruction. Be aware […]
I would be lying to you if I said that I have it all together. I’m still a work in progress, and I’ll always be. This makes me feel like I’ll never be good enough, but I still remain determined to evolve as much as I can. I know where these negative thoughts come from. […]
I’ve always been fascinated by the concept of survivalism ever since I was a kid. I would ask myself, “What would I do if I was stranded in a remote island?” Then, I would imagine what I would do in that scenario, and whatever I didn’t know I would research about it. I knew that […]
I’m pretty sure there are more ways to increase your energy, but so far I’ve come up with these 5. 1. Transmute Negative Energy into Positive You can definitely use your pain to propel you. Life will inevitably be full of setbacks, losses, and suffering. We cannot stop it from happening, but we can learn […]
“Rather than allowing my heart to harden, I’ve chosen to have the heart of a samurai.” That’s why I do what I do on this blog. Allow this to encourage you to never give up on your healing and self-improvement journey. There is a great power that comes from mastering the art of self-healing which […]
Back in my atheist days, I often told myself that if I was to ever go back to God IT WAS GONNA BE FOR REAL, and you better believe it is. You already know! Forgiveness is something that we all struggle with. I know I do. Not only when it comes to forgiving others, but […]
“Can’t keep runnin’ Awaaay-Ayyy-Ayyy! Can’t keep runnin’ Awaaay-Ayyy-Ayyy!” – The Pharcyde lyrics My spiritual journey in seeking the truth has been a tumultuous one. I’ve been sent into various directions trying to find greater understanding of life and the Universe. It’s so much to talk about, so in this post I’ma mainly focus on this […]
Take a moment to self-reflect on everything you’ve ever been through. Oh yeah, this is probably not the kind of journey you’ve been hoping for, but it is necessary to take a ride in that dark place by doing what is called “shadow work.” Otherwise, the traumas will continue to haunt you forever, and I […]
I cannot stress this enough. Please take the moment to allow the title of this post to sink into your mind. Let it marinate. Better yet, let it slow cook deep into your psyche until it becomes a reality. Always remember to KNOW YOUR WORTH. You determine YOUR value, and you have the power to […]
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