What do you do when most of what you know is pain? What else do you expect?When you were forced to accept tremendous pestilence,Plenty of demonios I’ve intercepted,Neglect makes you magnetic,Electrical and powerful,Neurological currents,Not many can comprehend,Our presence attracts those who,Have no idea of the level,Of emotional alchemy,Needed to produce words,Used as medicinal cures,That requires […]
Darkness attempting to spread my psyche,Past memories blurring my reality,Intense emotions erupting suddenly,Reminding me to break it out of me,Be so stoic, my coldness is showing,And it comes to me naturally,Until my body craves passion,Never to be released because that’s dangerous,So I use this energy to inspire creation. Only a divine heart can withstand so […]
I feel very deeply,Sensual expression through wordsmithing,Emotional penetration to the core,Cannot control the flow of its intensity,Expressing affection,Sinking into the euphoria I’ve been seeking,Releasing from the tension,That kept me chained to this mental oppression. You don’t recognize my pain,Even when you’re the one inflicting it,You claim that “What I been through was nothing,”Despite the faces […]
Disclaimer: This content may be too intense for some audiences. Reader/Listener discretion is advised. The abuser is soulless, so they’re a walking portal that summon a legion of demons. When they sexually abuse someone, they are forcing a surge of darkness into that person, leading them to the path of self-destruction. There are plenty of […]
I wasn’t lying when I said…I was a broken woman,It may not seem like it,But my spirit’s been bleeding,My love for God & Christ doesn’t seem to suffice,Because I’m unqualified,But accurate visions makes my light obvious, despite how many times I’ve tried to hide it,That’s why I’ve been verbally annihilated by those threatened by the […]
In a recent dream, I heard a powerful voice speak to me: “Despite the pain this individual has caused you, you weren’t so quick to wish death upon him. Because you handed his judgment over to me shows that you revere my wisdom and righteous justice that is higher than that of man. Therefore, I […]
Only survivors know the insidious depths of narcissistic abuse. Even psychologists today still don’t know everything about narcissism, so there’s so much to uncover. This leaves room for analyzing and theorizing various perspectives that can help us bring clarity to such a complex issue. It could also help us heal because you will never get […]
Genesis happens to be the first book of the Bible when God’s voice spoke creation into existence, breathing essence into our souls. We have the ability to speak things into existence as well. This means we have the power to recreate ourselves. I imagine the creation of new neurons appearing and rebuilding a mind that […]
Right when you thought you’ve fully healed, there comes that wave of intense sorrow and rage. It’s no wonder why I keep having reoccurring dreams about tsunamis coming to get me. cPTSD has got us doing 25 to life mentally oppressed and spiritually attacked. We go back to questioning our own reality – back to […]
I have no problem being misunderstood. We all have diverse perspectives because our experiences are different, and even if they’re similar, we react differently to them. Our mindsets mold into its own unique shape, so we’re not going to always fit into certain spaces, and we’re not going to be compatible with everyone. That’s just life. […]
Don’t get sucked into a toxic person’s delusional view of reality. They want to force you into this world that is not real. They want you to exist in a place where you’re beneath them. That’s how insecure they are, and they despise your confidence. Don’t allow anyone to break down your self-esteem. It is […]
It is important to have a growth mindset because life will test you in many ways, and we have to be ready for whatever. This evening, I’ll be sharing some of my last thoughts of 2023 and before that. Not too long ago, I wrote a post called, “Forgiveness: Burying the Past Causes your Soul […]
I have a heart problem,Throbbing chest pains to go along with agitation and the need to get violent against the bag,Relax I’m only half sociopath,Only cold towards those who asked for it,So I isolate to protect myself from morphing into,the creature the devil wished he could’ve turned me into,Warrior insticts summoned by those damn abusers,So […]
The power to self-heal is in your soul because they cannot kill something that’s infinite for as long as you’re connected to the infinite source of life. Become empowered by knowledge and wisdom regarding spirituality, mindfulness, truth, psychology, human nature, and anything else that will enlighten you to the point where you’re too sharp to […]
The mind is a powerful tool that can work for us or against us. There are wicked individuals who seek to program your mind for self-destruction. Your mind is something you should invest in, so never stop learning and keep searching for the truth. In this post I’ll be decoding a few things regarding how […]
The more I continue on this lifelong healing journey, I begin to stumble across some insight along the way. One of them being the topic of “forgiveness.” What I’ve noticed is that there’s levels to this thing, and the higher your vibration is the more understanding you’ll have about life. The more you ascend, the […]
I would be lying to you if I said that I have it all together. I’m still a work in progress, and I’ll always be. This makes me feel like I’ll never be good enough, but I still remain determined to evolve as much as I can. I know where these negative thoughts come from. […]
I’m pretty sure there are more ways to increase your energy, but so far I’ve come up with these 5. 1. Transmute Negative Energy into Positive You can definitely use your pain to propel you. Life will inevitably be full of setbacks, losses, and suffering. We cannot stop it from happening, but we can learn […]
“Rather than allowing my heart to harden, I’ve chosen to have the heart of a samurai.” That’s why I do what I do on this blog. Allow this to encourage you to never give up on your healing and self-improvement journey. There is a great power that comes from mastering the art of self-healing which […]
Back in my atheist days, I often told myself that if I was to ever go back to God IT WAS GONNA BE FOR REAL, and you better believe it is. You already know! Forgiveness is something that we all struggle with. I know I do. Not only when it comes to forgiving others, but […]
They say that the biggest trick ever made was convincing the world that the devil doesn’t exist. I know you’ve heard of that saying before, and it’s very true because if you can convince people that the devil doesn’t exist, the devil can easily get away with his destructive influence on mankind. Negative intrusive thoughts […]
“Can’t keep runnin’ Awaaay-Ayyy-Ayyy! Can’t keep runnin’ Awaaay-Ayyy-Ayyy!” – The Pharcyde lyrics My spiritual journey in seeking the truth has been a tumultuous one. I’ve been sent into various directions trying to find greater understanding of life and the Universe. It’s so much to talk about, so in this post I’ma mainly focus on this […]
Take a moment to self-reflect on everything you’ve ever been through. Oh yeah, this is probably not the kind of journey you’ve been hoping for, but it is necessary to take a ride in that dark place by doing what is called “shadow work.” Otherwise, the traumas will continue to haunt you forever, and I […]
May you be guided to the right knowledge that actually applies to you, and don’t get sucked into the negative opinions that may or may not even apply to you. Don’t worry so much about what people think of you because by doing so, you would be handing them over your power. Keep that power […]
I cannot stress this enough. Please take the moment to allow the title of this post to sink into your mind. Let it marinate. Better yet, let it slow cook deep into your psyche until it becomes a reality. Always remember to KNOW YOUR WORTH. You determine YOUR value, and you have the power to […]
I know they say that this information is considered “outdated” or “not proven by science,” but it doesn’t hurt to philosophize and have our own perspectives on things. Also, spiritual matters cannot be disproved by science because science is the study of the physical world. You cannot use the “physical” to discredit the spiritual. Science […]
Broken one becomes numb, Because of traumas, Multiplied by the times my heart was ripped apart, I didn’t want to feel again, so I’ll remove that sentimental shit from my head, And be cynical and stoic instead, Because that’s how you live without bouts of suicidal thoughts, Pain was always inevitable, Since before I was […]
It’s been since 2009, since I lied in the dark hoping to die one day through hard liquor,From all the gaslighting, causing me to lose sight of the writing on the wall,Appalled by the actions of the fallen,Just when I thought I’ve gotten over it all,Flashbacks come back, to remind me of the past, that […]
Solitude is something I’m accustomed to, As intrusive thoughts make its way, Barricading the perimeter of my brain, Making itself home. Replaying the memories I dread, Until I mastered the art of harnessing, These seemingly harmless thoughts, Seamlessly, sleeplessness inspires what I write, Like right now, nocturnal turns all ideas into manifested concoctions, A perfect […]
1. If you have to be seduced into doing something, can you really say that that’s what you truly desire? Temptations were never your desire because they usually have to be introduced or forced into you. In some cases, you have to be broken into it, and it always comes when you’re vulnerable. It was […]
Spiritual Samurai Scribe 