It’s difficult when you have no idea what’s going on and you’re left with unanswered questions to the point where you start to question your own reality. Oh yeah it’s real. There’s a lot of fascinating and scary things you’ll encounter when your spiritual senses awaken. This can leave imprints on the psyche if you […]
Disclaimer: This content may be too intense for some audiences. Reader/Listener discretion is advised. The abuser is soulless, so they’re a walking portal that summon a legion of demons. When they sexually abuse someone, they are forcing a surge of darkness into that person, leading them to the path of self-destruction. There are plenty of […]
In a recent dream, I heard a powerful voice speak to me: “Despite the pain this individual has caused you, you weren’t so quick to wish death upon him. Because you handed his judgment over to me shows that you revere my wisdom and righteous justice that is higher than that of man. Therefore, I […]
I’ve got a few stories to tell… It was around the early 2000s when I was about 5-6 years old. I remember going upstairs to visit my neighbor who was around the same age, and she had a new friend over. This new friend hated me for no reason and wanted to fight me. That […]
I have compiled a list of things to pray for if you’re looking to elevate spiritually. The gifts of the spirit are unseen, yet they are powerful tools that, when used correctly, can allow you to move to the next level. These gifts include the power to self-heal, increase your intelligence and energy levels, and become […]
Only survivors know the insidious depths of narcissistic abuse. Even psychologists today still don’t know everything about narcissism, so there’s so much to uncover. This leaves room for analyzing and theorizing various perspectives that can help us bring clarity to such a complex issue. It could also help us heal because you will never get […]
Right when you thought you’ve fully healed, there comes that wave of intense sorrow and rage. It’s no wonder why I keep having reoccurring dreams about tsunamis coming to get me. cPTSD has got us doing 25 to life mentally oppressed and spiritually attacked. We go back to questioning our own reality – back to […]
I have no problem being misunderstood. We all have diverse perspectives because our experiences are different, and even if they’re similar, we react differently to them. Our mindsets mold into its own unique shape, so we’re not going to always fit into certain spaces, and we’re not going to be compatible with everyone. That’s just life. […]
I have a heart problem,Throbbing chest pains to go along with agitation and the need to get violent against the bag,Relax I’m only half sociopath,Only cold towards those who asked for it,So I isolate to protect myself from morphing into,the creature the devil wished he could’ve turned me into,Warrior insticts summoned by those damn abusers,So […]
The mind is a powerful tool that can work for us or against us. There are wicked individuals who seek to program your mind for self-destruction. Your mind is something you should invest in, so never stop learning and keep searching for the truth. In this post I’ll be decoding a few things regarding how […]
The more I continue on this lifelong healing journey, I begin to stumble across some insight along the way. One of them being the topic of “forgiveness.” What I’ve noticed is that there’s levels to this thing, and the higher your vibration is the more understanding you’ll have about life. The more you ascend, the […]
Hatred once brewed within me,I don’t know how I didn’t become evil, as cynical as I was,From all the pestilence spraying across the place,Like the pain when it was laced in psychological torment,Abhorrent acts where the hands squeeze the neck and I can’t breathe,Despite my brokenness the light chose me,As I ran away from it […]
Unhealed childhood traumas can keep you stagnated in life. It can set you up for failure and you’re more likely to end up in an abusive relationship as an adult. The longer you remain unhealed, the longer the cycle of abuse continues. You may find yourself in-and-out of toxic relationships. It will drain you to […]
One of the most disturbing things you’ll come to realize is the fact that there are people in this world who want to destroy beautiful things. They will go to great lengths to eradicate the light because it is something they cannot attain nor create because they’ve chosen to sow seeds of destruction. Be aware […]
I would be lying to you if I said that I have it all together. I’m still a work in progress, and I’ll always be. This makes me feel like I’ll never be good enough, but I still remain determined to evolve as much as I can. I know where these negative thoughts come from. […]
“Rather than allowing my heart to harden, I’ve chosen to have the heart of a samurai.” That’s why I do what I do on this blog. Allow this to encourage you to never give up on your healing and self-improvement journey. There is a great power that comes from mastering the art of self-healing which […]
Back in my atheist days, I often told myself that if I was to ever go back to God IT WAS GONNA BE FOR REAL, and you better believe it is. You already know! Forgiveness is something that we all struggle with. I know I do. Not only when it comes to forgiving others, but […]
They say that the biggest trick ever made was convincing the world that the devil doesn’t exist. I know you’ve heard of that saying before, and it’s very true because if you can convince people that the devil doesn’t exist, the devil can easily get away with his destructive influence on mankind. Negative intrusive thoughts […]
It’s time to bury’em,No need to dig graves,They already did,Thinking we’d fall in.But instead we ascend,As they descend into the trenches,That matches their stench,Of sulphuric acid and death. God gave us the gift of vision, to see through the facade of these frauds,Who tried to assault us during our walk,From a distance they look amicable,But […]
I know they say that this information is considered “outdated” or “not proven by science,” but it doesn’t hurt to philosophize and have our own perspectives on things. Also, spiritual matters cannot be disproved by science because science is the study of the physical world. You cannot use the “physical” to discredit the spiritual. Science […]
It takes a very powerful and tenacious individual to embark on such a mission like this. It is said that breaking generational curses is not for the weak. It really isn’t. There’s a lot that goes on. A lot of stumbling, pitfalls, bite marks, spiritual battle scars (sometimes even real scars), etc. You may have […]
1. If you have to be seduced into doing something, can you really say that that’s what you truly desire? Temptations were never your desire because they usually have to be introduced or forced into you. In some cases, you have to be broken into it, and it always comes when you’re vulnerable. It was […]
Yeah, we’re all human, but we’re also spirit beings, Your soul is buried underneath the flesh, So deep you can’t even reach it. That’s why you feel empty, Until you starve the flesh cravings, then the spirit strengthens, Allowing you to gain control of your bodily autonomy, Spiritual lobotomy, Released from bondage, A carnal migrant, […]
You are speaking things into existence everytime you pray. There’s an unseen phenomenon taking place when you speak confidently with faith over fear. When you think of the spoken word, you can hear it, and the words covey meaning. Since it is spoken, it is indeed a sound, and every sound carries a frequency. Sounds […]
In the middle of the night, you wake up from a deep sleep but you can’t move or speak. You may sense an eerie feeling, you may sense an ominous presence lurking beside your bed… Have you ever experienced this before? If so, you are not alone. There are plenty of testimonies out there about […]
Panic attacks, a defense mechanism to quickly awaken from nocturnal intrusions, I suppose it is a way to stop those from taking over your vessel while you nestle in your bed resting, Hyperventilating, heart palpitating, awaiting the end to the sudden turbulence. I’m compelled to awaken from the sudden rush of adrenaline, for no reason […]
You were once swimming in murky waters, Evil lurking with you overlooking the light behind you, Attempting to signal you back home, But we’ve turned our backs from it momentarily, Feeding our naive curiosity, fueled by our animosity, that was embedded in our psyche, The world has programmed us to self-destruct, Some people call it […]
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