What do you do when most of what you know is pain? What else do you expect?When you were forced to accept tremendous pestilence,Plenty of demonios I’ve intercepted,Neglect makes you magnetic,Electrical and powerful,Neurological currents,Not many can comprehend,Our presence attracts those who,Have no idea of the level,Of emotional alchemy,Needed to produce words,Used as medicinal cures,That requires […]
It’s been a while since I wrote about love, so I thought why not? This is what healing does and it’s beautiful. Savoring every moment,Of potent intimacy,Is important for forming,A powerful bond. Learning to open,Up to love,En la forma mas pura,Pa’que cura. No more ruminating,On what nearly ruined me,Afraid of what pain would do to […]
Darkness attempting to spread my psyche,Past memories blurring my reality,Intense emotions erupting suddenly,Reminding me to break it out of me,Be so stoic, my coldness is showing,And it comes to me naturally,Until my body craves passion,Never to be released because that’s dangerous,So I use this energy to inspire creation. Only a divine heart can withstand so […]
I feel very deeply,Sensual expression through wordsmithing,Emotional penetration to the core,Cannot control the flow of its intensity,Expressing affection,Sinking into the euphoria I’ve been seeking,Releasing from the tension,That kept me chained to this mental oppression. You don’t recognize my pain,Even when you’re the one inflicting it,You claim that “What I been through was nothing,”Despite the faces […]
Disclaimer: This content may be too intense for some audiences. Reader/Listener discretion is advised. The abuser is soulless, so they’re a walking portal that summon a legion of demons. When they sexually abuse someone, they are forcing a surge of darkness into that person, leading them to the path of self-destruction. There are plenty of […]
I wasn’t lying when I said…I was a broken woman,It may not seem like it,But my spirit’s been bleeding,My love for God & Christ doesn’t seem to suffice,Because I’m unqualified,But accurate visions makes my light obvious, despite how many times I’ve tried to hide it,That’s why I’ve been verbally annihilated by those threatened by the […]
In a recent dream, I heard a powerful voice speak to me: “Despite the pain this individual has caused you, you weren’t so quick to wish death upon him. Because you handed his judgment over to me shows that you revere my wisdom and righteous justice that is higher than that of man. Therefore, I […]
I’m unqualified, but…That’s what magnified my ability to defy the odds,Street smarts combined with knowledge,Released from spiritual bondage,No longer a carnal hostage,Imperfections embedded the lessons,Pain severed the ties that weren’t destined,Heartbreak extracted the illogical fallacies from outta me,Reminding me I need healing,Accountability,Willingly extracting the poison the Scorpion Kings donated to me,Like a psychospiritual lobotomy,Making me […]
“Do traumas make you stronger?“ We pretty much had no choice but to overpower, The level of intensity that was being forced against us, To the point we became an even more potent luminescent light, A torch, That set our undying Phoenix spirit ablaze, The pain gets burned by the scorching flames that our auras […]
I have a heart problem,Throbbing chest pains to go along with agitation and the need to get violent against the bag,Relax I’m only half sociopath,Only cold towards those who asked for it,So I isolate to protect myself from morphing into,the creature the devil wished he could’ve turned me into,Warrior insticts summoned by those damn abusers,So […]
Hatred once brewed within me,I don’t know how I didn’t become evil, as cynical as I was,From all the pestilence spraying across the place,Like the pain when it was laced in psychological torment,Abhorrent acts where the hands squeeze the neck and I can’t breathe,Despite my brokenness the light chose me,As I ran away from it […]
I already know I’ma always be misunderstood,No matter how much I stand for the truth,They keep on scrutinizing,This may not be for you,Some of those same eyes watching me are still conniving,Seeking to stab spiritual knives in me,To discredit what’s already been embedded in my destiny,My testimony is worth treasures stored in the unseen realm,Elohim […]
True vision,Leaves incisions,That expose the truth,Leaving bruises,Only the ruthless can do this,To release from the institution of mind control,We’ve been plugged into,Awakening from this matrix,Makes you immune to this fake shit,They keep pushing unto the masses to accept it,Deception moves through crevices,Inducing mass confusion,Producing menaces,So we conjure medicines,To aid in the trips psychotic splits send […]
When your soul slips,It makes you take more sips,Your essence been ripped as it is,So it makes no damn difference.A spiritual bullet to the head,Caused you to collapse onto the lap of a new threat,Pretending to be attentive,Only to diminish the existence of your light, that was meant to inspire,Instead they lit a fire,That didn’t […]
As the heart rips apart,The pain is excruciating,Cruelty moving through me,Poison that these scorpions donated to me made a home in me,Until my body produced antibodies,That discombobulated what was meant to block me from being alive,Grueling wars aching,Making me nauseated,Lost in a maze of hate from the ungrateful. The psyche getting beat repeatedly,Light depleting when […]
It’s time to bury’em,No need to dig graves,They already did,Thinking we’d fall in.But instead we ascend,As they descend into the trenches,That matches their stench,Of sulphuric acid and death. God gave us the gift of vision, to see through the facade of these frauds,Who tried to assault us during our walk,From a distance they look amicable,But […]
Metamorphosis,I been morphing into this,My senses heighten the more I,Elevate my mind,I never thought in my life,That I’d be so kind,The light from the Divine opened skies,Reviving me when I felt like dying,After all the poison I’ve been inflicted with,It was a choice of mine,To remain one of God’s children,Who’s been missingUntil I became fixed […]
“Some of us have been operating under a psychotic split to the mind.” Living under survival mode, For many years, it’s hard to break the mold, When constant shots to the spirit have caused you to split, into different bits that left blisters, As I witnessed the sinister ones snickering, at me for succeeding at […]
Broken one becomes numb, Because of traumas, Multiplied by the times my heart was ripped apart, I didn’t want to feel again, so I’ll remove that sentimental shit from my head, And be cynical and stoic instead, Because that’s how you live without bouts of suicidal thoughts, Pain was always inevitable, Since before I was […]
It’s been since 2009, since I lied in the dark hoping to die one day through hard liquor,From all the gaslighting, causing me to lose sight of the writing on the wall,Appalled by the actions of the fallen,Just when I thought I’ve gotten over it all,Flashbacks come back, to remind me of the past, that […]
I realized I don’t need knives, My eyes pierce through you, Exposing the hoes behind the mask, The way you dress doesn’t impress me, It’s all about where your heart rests, Are you heartless? I’ll find this regardless of the honey that drips from your lips, They provoke a menace within faces that’s innocent, hoping […]
Solitude is something I’m accustomed to, As intrusive thoughts make its way, Barricading the perimeter of my brain, Making itself home. Replaying the memories I dread, Until I mastered the art of harnessing, These seemingly harmless thoughts, Seamlessly, sleeplessness inspires what I write, Like right now, nocturnal turns all ideas into manifested concoctions, A perfect […]
Just a piece of a song I wrote called “Broken Record.” This is the last half of the 3rd verse.
Yeah, we’re all human, but we’re also spirit beings, Your soul is buried underneath the flesh, So deep you can’t even reach it. That’s why you feel empty, Until you starve the flesh cravings, then the spirit strengthens, Allowing you to gain control of your bodily autonomy, Spiritual lobotomy, Released from bondage, A carnal migrant, […]
The intensity of energy sending tingling senses across the membrane, Immense anxiety tension, When I see their faces once again, Nostalgic memories that left stains, A menace to my brain, Had to train my train of thoughts, To stop bombarding me with negativity, That causes my spirit to bleed, My amygdala has no time to […]
We are rising,Awakened by the Divine light,With a message for us to fulfill our purpose,“But I thought I was worthless?” ‘Guess not.Surprised by the gifts we’ve got,With a goal in mind, to go beyond gold mines. While the world despises how high we choose to rise,The true colors of mankind is tragic,The unveiling of the […]
The eccentric loner hones in on the creative gifts they were born with, Despite being torn from past disappointments, Though it may be hard to cope, scoping on the possibility of hope, Social anxiety comes knocking on our door, Me against the world, Overthinking paranoia, Unseen toxic ammonia, Clouding our perception of reality, As we […]
“I was approaching closely toward the burning furnace, I could feel the heat come near me, making me weary, but it couldn’t burn me. A power of a higher source saved me from the fiery trial, (not guilty!) And openned the doors and propelled me into the royal blue sky.” I remember the days when […]
If you were to t a k e a look through m y e y e s, 10 years ago,You’d notice a lack of glow,As the negativity seeds have been sown,Forlorn and torn,From a young age, couldn’t contain much rage, Nihilistic perspective, didn’t care about the future, because it’s bleak anyway,Energy leeches almost everywhere, trying […]
Panic attacks, a defense mechanism to quickly awaken from nocturnal intrusions, I suppose it is a way to stop those from taking over your vessel while you nestle in your bed resting, Hyperventilating, heart palpitating, awaiting the end to the sudden turbulence. I’m compelled to awaken from the sudden rush of adrenaline, for no reason […]
Spiritual Samurai Scribe 