What do you do when most of what you know is pain? What else do you expect?When you were forced to accept tremendous pestilence,Plenty of demonios I’ve intercepted,Neglect makes you magnetic,Electrical and powerful,Neurological currents,Not many can comprehend,Our presence attracts those who,Have no idea of the level,Of emotional alchemy,Needed to produce words,Used as medicinal cures,That requires […]
Darkness attempting to spread my psyche,Past memories blurring my reality,Intense emotions erupting suddenly,Reminding me to break it out of me,Be so stoic, my coldness is showing,And it comes to me naturally,Until my body craves passion,Never to be released because that’s dangerous,So I use this energy to inspire creation. Only a divine heart can withstand so […]
You don’t even want to talk about it anymore because you’ve already said what needed to be said. You’ve done a tremendous amount of healing work on yourself and have evolved so much to the point where you could give a damn about a narcissist or whatever. I don’t give a damn what they think […]
A little girl was in a room with a soulless adult male relative, traumatizing her with memories that her psyche still remembers decades later. Then, the door busted open with a man standing, who carried a powerful aura of divine caliber. It was a rarity to be in the presence of a righteous and protective […]
Only survivors know the insidious depths of narcissistic abuse. Even psychologists today still don’t know everything about narcissism, so there’s so much to uncover. This leaves room for analyzing and theorizing various perspectives that can help us bring clarity to such a complex issue. It could also help us heal because you will never get […]
Genesis happens to be the first book of the Bible when God’s voice spoke creation into existence, breathing essence into our souls. We have the ability to speak things into existence as well. This means we have the power to recreate ourselves. I imagine the creation of new neurons appearing and rebuilding a mind that […]
Right when you thought you’ve fully healed, there comes that wave of intense sorrow and rage. It’s no wonder why I keep having reoccurring dreams about tsunamis coming to get me. cPTSD has got us doing 25 to life mentally oppressed and spiritually attacked. We go back to questioning our own reality – back to […]
I have no problem being misunderstood. We all have diverse perspectives because our experiences are different, and even if they’re similar, we react differently to them. Our mindsets mold into its own unique shape, so we’re not going to always fit into certain spaces, and we’re not going to be compatible with everyone. That’s just life. […]
“Do traumas make you stronger?“ We pretty much had no choice but to overpower, The level of intensity that was being forced against us, To the point we became an even more potent luminescent light, A torch, That set our undying Phoenix spirit ablaze, The pain gets burned by the scorching flames that our auras […]
Don’t get sucked into a toxic person’s delusional view of reality. They want to force you into this world that is not real. They want you to exist in a place where you’re beneath them. That’s how insecure they are, and they despise your confidence. Don’t allow anyone to break down your self-esteem. It is […]
Just like how onions make you cry as you slice and dice’em, same thing happens during the healing process, but it’s all worth it. The constant unraveling of layers makes that sorrow feel like it’s never-ending. This revisitation can make you feel hopeless, but don’t be discouraged. The more layers you peel off, the closer […]
It is important to have a growth mindset because life will test you in many ways, and we have to be ready for whatever. This evening, I’ll be sharing some of my last thoughts of 2023 and before that. Not too long ago, I wrote a post called, “Forgiveness: Burying the Past Causes your Soul […]
The mind is a powerful tool that can work for us or against us. There are wicked individuals who seek to program your mind for self-destruction. Your mind is something you should invest in, so never stop learning and keep searching for the truth. In this post I’ll be decoding a few things regarding how […]
The more I continue on this lifelong healing journey, I begin to stumble across some insight along the way. One of them being the topic of “forgiveness.” What I’ve noticed is that there’s levels to this thing, and the higher your vibration is the more understanding you’ll have about life. The more you ascend, the […]
Unhealed childhood traumas can keep you stagnated in life. It can set you up for failure and you’re more likely to end up in an abusive relationship as an adult. The longer you remain unhealed, the longer the cycle of abuse continues. You may find yourself in-and-out of toxic relationships. It will drain you to […]
“Rather than allowing my heart to harden, I’ve chosen to have the heart of a samurai.” That’s why I do what I do on this blog. Allow this to encourage you to never give up on your healing and self-improvement journey. There is a great power that comes from mastering the art of self-healing which […]
Back in my atheist days, I often told myself that if I was to ever go back to God IT WAS GONNA BE FOR REAL, and you better believe it is. You already know! Forgiveness is something that we all struggle with. I know I do. Not only when it comes to forgiving others, but […]
They say that the biggest trick ever made was convincing the world that the devil doesn’t exist. I know you’ve heard of that saying before, and it’s very true because if you can convince people that the devil doesn’t exist, the devil can easily get away with his destructive influence on mankind. Negative intrusive thoughts […]
The purpose of this post is to bring clarity, insight, and encouragement for you to rise from the sunken place they tried to bury you in. The only ones getting buried are the wicked soulless ones. This world is already cruel and cold as it is, but there’s still idiots out here who have a […]
May you be guided to the right knowledge that actually applies to you, and don’t get sucked into the negative opinions that may or may not even apply to you. Don’t worry so much about what people think of you because by doing so, you would be handing them over your power. Keep that power […]
Narcissistic abuse during childhood can cause you to be under arrested development because it basically breaks your brain. Mental and emotional abuse is hard to detect because it leaves no physical scars due to its subtle nature, so it’s easy for the abusers to get away with so much as chips of you fall off. […]
The ultimate goal of my blog is to empower your mind by encouraging you in the best way I can possible because the world is in dire need of healing. Some posts aren’t for everyone. Each message is meant to resonate with certain individuals. This is a heavy topic, and if it’s not meant for […]
I cannot stress this enough. Please take the moment to allow the title of this post to sink into your mind. Let it marinate. Better yet, let it slow cook deep into your psyche until it becomes a reality. Always remember to KNOW YOUR WORTH. You determine YOUR value, and you have the power to […]
Your enemies will always fail to destroy you at every moment that you prove yourself to be resilient. So resilient that you can’t even believe it. That is the only beauty you’ll find in these painful experiences: that power that was always within you that you had no idea that you had. You are a […]
Fasting activates aspects of you that you didn’t even know existed. I would like to share with you what I learned about fasting. I started this not only because of the digestive health benefits, but also because I wanted to sharpen my mind, detox my body physically and spiritually, combat spiritual attacks, and to maintain […]
I know they say that this information is considered “outdated” or “not proven by science,” but it doesn’t hurt to philosophize and have our own perspectives on things. Also, spiritual matters cannot be disproved by science because science is the study of the physical world. You cannot use the “physical” to discredit the spiritual. Science […]
It is now time to let go of all things that have caused you great pain and distress. You may be crying your eyes out right now, but there will come a time when you will find out about a strength you never knew you had. You have been beaten down from all angles. Plenty […]
Unhealed traumas can have you connected to what’s considered toxic because that’s what we’re familiar with. Childhood abuse alters your brain chemistry, so by the time you get older you’ll have a higher chance of getting into toxic relationships. It goes beyond our brain chemistry and neural patterns though. The spirtual aspect of things is […]
It’s not easy being open and transparent about our past traumas, failures, and setbacks because it’s a very vulnerable place to be in. You may have been trying so hard to run away from that dark place that you’ve fought so hard to get out of.The thing is we’re not actually going to that dark […]
As painful as it may be at the moment, your mind will rewire for the better once you fully heal and shift your perspective on betrayal. Your mind will only rewire if you choose the path of light where you will be receptive to wisdom. Otherwise, the darkness will consume you, the lesson will not […]
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